Welllllll… not to change the subject, and I like to bash religion as much as anybody, but to the extent that I understand Christianity, Jesus ain't supposed to be your "role model." Your dad is supposed to be your "role model."
Now, if he's a three-time-felon methbilly with more tattoos than teeth and a taste for pederasty–a more and more frequent circumstance here in Clown World these days–you're screwed, and you're probably gonna turn out wrong and bad, and the odds are you're going to have to be put down like a mad dog, just like Dad. But Jesus never came into it. Not everything is the Church's fault, just most things. Indiscriminate hate is cheap.